Everyday goes by and i feel as if i am making a change. I feel like my thoughts are a little more in control than they normally are, my actions, my feelings, i feel like my spirit is happy. I am taking the steps i feel necessary to make sure that this stays this way. I cannot change who i am, but i can change the way i do things to make sure that the results are positive. I believe from the bottom of my heart, and can probably find quite a few people to back up that I AM a great woman. & because of that i cannot allow the world to ruin me or bring me down. I am not flawless, and its not guaranteed that that is going to always be the case, there will be times when i fall, but i will stand back up, there will be times when my thoughts run haywire, and i will think positive thoughts, i will do whatever it takes,because that's the kind of person i am.
I find myself coming across so many different kinds of people, and at the age of 21, i am no longer the little girl trying to find herself that i was when i was 15, 16, 17, or even 18 yrs old. I have changed drastically. I do not regret what i have done in my life because everything has led up to where i am now, and i am pretty happy with my life. If i could change anything i would change nothing because changing means that something else is lost. I no longer like to feel uncomfortable, i no longer like to be around people who do not care about me, people who are negative, and people who do not look out for your and their own best interest. I'm very mellow, and most of the time would probably be fine with some good reggae and peace of mind. In my everyday life i see people who are arrogant, ignorant, rude, obnoxious, insensitive, etc. I cannot deal with people like that who aren't willing to change for the better. I have a small circle of friends with whom i associate with and hang out with but other than that, i keep to myself (which includes my best friend because she is my other half, and my girlfriend because we live together). If i allow the world to change who i am by being just as rude to them because they are rude, or falling into the negative traps that they put up for you i would be one less positive person. I try to spread the knowledge that i have and convince people to be more positive. Like i said i have my flaws but i try.
The title of this blog is about progress. My progress on myself, and i applaud myself. No one else may see the progress but i can feel a difference, and i myself see it in my everyday actions. & who knows me better than myself? I ask that if you are reading this to read some of my other blogs, they may be very helpful, and try to do your part. WE live in a world full of hate, and evil and having even a few people trying to make a difference helps.
Love, Lo
I find myself coming across so many different kinds of people, and at the age of 21, i am no longer the little girl trying to find herself that i was when i was 15, 16, 17, or even 18 yrs old. I have changed drastically. I do not regret what i have done in my life because everything has led up to where i am now, and i am pretty happy with my life. If i could change anything i would change nothing because changing means that something else is lost. I no longer like to feel uncomfortable, i no longer like to be around people who do not care about me, people who are negative, and people who do not look out for your and their own best interest. I'm very mellow, and most of the time would probably be fine with some good reggae and peace of mind. In my everyday life i see people who are arrogant, ignorant, rude, obnoxious, insensitive, etc. I cannot deal with people like that who aren't willing to change for the better. I have a small circle of friends with whom i associate with and hang out with but other than that, i keep to myself (which includes my best friend because she is my other half, and my girlfriend because we live together). If i allow the world to change who i am by being just as rude to them because they are rude, or falling into the negative traps that they put up for you i would be one less positive person. I try to spread the knowledge that i have and convince people to be more positive. Like i said i have my flaws but i try.
The title of this blog is about progress. My progress on myself, and i applaud myself. No one else may see the progress but i can feel a difference, and i myself see it in my everyday actions. & who knows me better than myself? I ask that if you are reading this to read some of my other blogs, they may be very helpful, and try to do your part. WE live in a world full of hate, and evil and having even a few people trying to make a difference helps.
Love, Lo
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